FED UP!
For some they will never see how wounded I am inside, the hurt that I feel everyday, that I try and constantly hide. You would never know what I’m going through, it would be just a “crime” the stress that I encounter every day, is most definitely Suicide.
I constantly cry, but I hold it inside, because nobody fuckin’ cares if I was to just drop dead and die. To some it would be a tradgedy for other it would be, “Where is her Life Insurance Policy”.
Life is so unkind, the trials and tribulations that I go through everyday has got to be a sign! Sometimes I truly believe that things will never change, I will always constantly go through this inner pain.
Money is low, a house full of family with no where to go. I opened up my house to make it comfortable for them, but what I did was “over” enable them, where all they can give is selfishness from within.
My kids have always been a big part of me right from the start; I would do anything for them, without a problem because they were my heart. I would give my life and my last just to help them get through. I was always there, when they needed me giving them good advice, supporting them, pushing them and doing all that I could do.
Mentally, Physically, Financially, no questions asked, they needed money and I had it, I would give them my last! They didn’t have to pay me back, it was okay, one day I may need them, to help me in my time of dismay; well today is that day, when I reach out to my kids what a fuckin’ disappointment, I can’t believe the bullshit!
You can’t do what, you can’t help me out, you livin’ in my house, paying little to nothin’ so what the fuck ya complaining about? I don’t ask nobody for shit’ and if I do, you know I really do need it, if I ask for your help, don’t suck your teeth, catch and attitude or have a fuckin fit about it.
I would do anything for my mother, I don’t care what it is, whatever she needed or wanted me to do, I did it, because that’s how it is. My mother has always been there for me, with whatever I was going through, she didn’t ask me a whole bunch of questions, she just did what she had to do.
I’m not a selfish person, I would help a total stranger if they needed me, I don’t look down on anybody, thinking that “I am better then thee”.
I’m out of here!!!! I’m leaving ya!!!! Ya can kiss my behind, because I really don’t need ya, my own happiness I will find. It’s time to grow up and it’s time for me to go, to cut that
I constantly cry, but I hold it inside, because nobody fuckin’ cares if I was to just drop dead and die. To some it would be a tradgedy for other it would be, “Where is her Life Insurance Policy”.
Life is so unkind, the trials and tribulations that I go through everyday has got to be a sign! Sometimes I truly believe that things will never change, I will always constantly go through this inner pain.
Money is low, a house full of family with no where to go. I opened up my house to make it comfortable for them, but what I did was “over” enable them, where all they can give is selfishness from within.
My kids have always been a big part of me right from the start; I would do anything for them, without a problem because they were my heart. I would give my life and my last just to help them get through. I was always there, when they needed me giving them good advice, supporting them, pushing them and doing all that I could do.
Mentally, Physically, Financially, no questions asked, they needed money and I had it, I would give them my last! They didn’t have to pay me back, it was okay, one day I may need them, to help me in my time of dismay; well today is that day, when I reach out to my kids what a fuckin’ disappointment, I can’t believe the bullshit!
You can’t do what, you can’t help me out, you livin’ in my house, paying little to nothin’ so what the fuck ya complaining about? I don’t ask nobody for shit’ and if I do, you know I really do need it, if I ask for your help, don’t suck your teeth, catch and attitude or have a fuckin fit about it.
I would do anything for my mother, I don’t care what it is, whatever she needed or wanted me to do, I did it, because that’s how it is. My mother has always been there for me, with whatever I was going through, she didn’t ask me a whole bunch of questions, she just did what she had to do.
I’m not a selfish person, I would help a total stranger if they needed me, I don’t look down on anybody, thinking that “I am better then thee”.
I’m out of here!!!! I’m leaving ya!!!! Ya can kiss my behind, because I really don’t need ya, my own happiness I will find. It’s time to grow up and it’s time for me to go, to cut that
Umbilical Cord, like I should have, a long time ago.
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